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<h1><a>about me</a></h1>
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<h2><a class="no-decor">26.02.2026 - 12:44am</a></h2>
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yeah, it's been some months since i've last written anything on here. but eh, whatever<br>
i've recently went empty on my antidepressants, and my emotional stability has been going
DOWN. i cried over so many useless things that i usually dont cry about.<br>
i finally somewhat had the motivation to update my css again<br>
there's not really anything else i can say about today, except that i've been listening
to sad songs to keep me somewhat sane.<br>
i just wish i had irl friends at all honestly. i hate being stuck at home because of no friends.<br>
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until next time
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<h2><a class="no-decor">1st entry - 23.09.2025</a></h2>
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soo.. today was my birthday. it was definitely really fun, but it sadly turned depressive at the
middle of the day. <br>
one of my best friends, one that i've known my entire life, sadly told me, that he can't come to my
birthday party at the weekend. <br>
this honestly made me really sad and depressed, my emotions confuse me at the moment, probably due
to my <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feminizing_hormone_therapy">hrt</a>. <br>
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to be honest, there's not much more for me to write, as today has just been weird but also fun. <br>
one of my close friends had offered to play some games with me and talk to me, which honestly made
me really happy :) <br>
if ur reading this december, ily and i'm truly grateful to have you as my friend. <br>
i also have my partner over at the moment, and i couldn't be happier. <br>
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peace o/
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<h2><a class="no-decor">about myself & why i behave like i do</a></h2>
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my name is Noemi. i've been born on the 23rd of September in 2004. i never really thought about
writing something on this silly website <br>
but i feel like doing it so that anyone that gets to find out about me has a slight idea of what i
am. <br>
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ever since growing up i've constantly been bullied in any school i went to and always had issues
with myself. <br>
i still dont know to this day what i did in my life to deserve getting bullied for about 10
consecutive years. <br>
since i've been around 12 or 13 years old i've had beginning thoughts of how my life would've went
if i was born a girl. <br>
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well, that's where i am now. after around 6 years i decided to get psycho-therapy and it led to
being who i am today. <br>
even though it helped i was still feeling like i'm missing something. and that something was getting
<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feminizing_hormone_therapy">hrt</a>. <br>
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at around 18 or 19 years old i got my first experiences with <a
href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polyamory">polyamorous</a> relationships, which have kind of
made me into what i am today. <br>
that experience has formed me into a girl that doesn't always behave like a girl. infact, i react to
clicker noises and behave like a puppy towards my partner. <br>
you could basically say, that i was "puppy brainwashed". and yes, it's still sticking to me to this
day. but honestly? i can't complain :) <br>
i'm getting a lot of attention and affection by people around me (that know about this) and i'm glad
to be able to express myself in this kind of way towards my partner and friends. <br>
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i don't really have anything to say for now, other than that i'm happy to finally having finished
school at almost 21 years old. <br>
i would love to mention my friends and my partner here, but i doubt they would want to be included
on this silly small site of mine xd <br>
this is all i have to say for now. if you have read up to this part maybe shoot me a dm from time to
time to check in on me, as i might be a bit sad or depressed. <br>
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my username on discord is nyoemii, but you can also find me on <a
href="https://twitter.com/nyoemiii">twitter</a> or <a
href="https://github.com/nyoemii">github</a> <br>
PEACE OUT!
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